Bunked at hoon's hall last weekend. Its not my first time at shears, but still, that didn't stop me from having lotsa fun with my crazy buddy while making pizza and catching up on floorball in a long time. for those who didn't believe that we can make edible pizzaS, here are the photos!!

we've did lotsa chopping, took a long time to wash of the squidy smell from my fingers.. yeeks

this is how uncooked pizza looks like

tada!! pippin hot outta oven

finally, the makers of the pizza enjoying it at the lounge.

Who says ladies these days can't cook?

haha..also.. pizza with Enoki mushroom and cheeken rox!

finally, time to sink into the big blue bean bag, warm my hands with a cup of cocoa and get cosy with mitch.

Yeap, 6 months already. I'm now officially jobless but looking forward to a good break :) while looking for a slack job.
to do list:
- meet up with VJ buddies checked
- cook chicken soup for someone
- try out new recipe
- make student visa checked
- book air ticket checked
- buy a new luggage checked, got 2 pieces actually
- get a laptop checked
- curl up with mitch albom's book checked
- read time's magazine checked
- know net members better in the process
- continue learning french checked
- pass driving test
- pass lifesaving checked!!
- enrol for first aid checked
- get a gift for little darlings checked
- meet up with nyp gang checked
- practise on guitar
- fix broken violin string
- bunk at hoon's hall checked
- dye hair? checked
- manicure? checked
- hunt for apartment checked

P.S thought i was elated on this last day only to have a small sense of loss creeping up at the end of the day.

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

i really love the feeling of just running.. running to nowhere, running to places unknown, discovering new things. Even though it was drizzling this morning, its unbearable to be confined in my house working out on the eliptical. Just as i detests running on a track, cycling on a stationary bike and running on a threadmill. Reminds me of the hamsters i've had. They run so fast on the wheel that spins at the same spot, after a minute or 2 they step off the wheel to look around, check things out, only to find themselves still in the cage. And what do they do next? go back to the same wheel and continue to run, expecting things to change while acting the same way. Its sad. That's why i love to explore, i always bring my ezlink with me while running where my heart leads, where i set my eyes upon, just in case i get lost, the trusty SBS can get me home, unless i don't want to go back...

yes, spontaniety brings a kind of excitement that's lacking in a big part of singaporeans' lives. That's why i always thank God for friends like hoonie and weiie for readily responding to each others' crazy spontaneous ideas that makes my mundane life more interesting.. haha.

Ever wondered why spontaneous acts are appealing? My take on it? Humans are socialised to think, and think and think again before they act. I'm not saying that there is anything bad abt it, in fact, if we act before we think, we may act on negative feelings of anger, jealousy, fear etc and end up sinning. But acting spontaneously shows the true nature (thinking, feeling and behaviour) within a person, who they really are, not what they are socialised to be. Its the quality of genuineness in this whole affair that makes it appealing. the society is full of counterfeit, people yearn for things that are real, true. Maybe that's why reality TV is popular, though i think some parts of reality TV may be scripted for effect.

People need to start to be true to themselves. Or rather, i need to be true to myself and others. Sometimes i find myself trying to do all the right things and when things go wrong, i hide it from all the rest of the world. Its not easy being a christian i confess. It not the part about having faith in God that i'm referring to. I'm talking about the standards that are being put forth on Christians by fellow Christians and even by ourselves. We start becoming legalistic, judgemental to ourselves and others, we forgot that the greatest of all is Love...

    Some ppl have the notion that i'm a complicated person who thinks way too much when it comes to love (yes, i'm talking abt love between man and woman) but how can i not when it involves the life of another. to be honest, the female gender is easily touched by ppl who show them concern, shower them with gifts and undivided attention and so forth. But we can't just go running off with the first man who makes us feel airy fairy, that's selfish, self absorbed and love that is truely blind.

    I've been reading "The 5 love languages". There is a part that addresses the difference between the "in love" experience and truely loving which i thought makes alot of sense.

listening to a CD compiled by an old friend of mine. brings back memories of things that happened 2-3 years ago, it doesn't put a smile on my face, nor does it pains the heart... just a deep deep sense of familiarity revisited after a long time, like getting desensitized to a scent that lingers in the air.. we wouldn't notice it till we leave the room and come back.
it is true that we won't realise the importance of people close to us, until we realise the time we have with them is limited. but sometimes its a real burden to carry such realisation with us everyday knowing that ppl ard us will go away, one by one. most just choose to ignore it, then come back to it sometime and feel sad abt it. everything on earth is perishable, has an expiry date to it, everything is... terminal. its beyond human mind to even start comprehending what eternal means.....

i was playing my nephew's gameboy when my niece snatched it away from me.
Me: 姨姨在玩game你抢，没大没小！
Niece: 我是大的你是小的！
Me: *Stunned*
This little girl is only 2 years 3 months old.